Wednesday, September 17, 2008

A pretty good day

Today was pretty cool actually. Nothing particularly exciting went down but it was just a good day.
I had a great big sleep in and when i woke up the sun was shining!!! Yay go the sun!
So i opened my curtains jumped straight out of bed, turned on some music, put a load of washing on, had a shower and got dressed. Then i even hung my washing out!! Its the first time in this part of the year that we have had decent weather to hang washing out!  It was great!
Oh and it was amazingly warm too.  So once all that was done, i hung out in my room with my window wide open, on the bed with a good book. The sun shines directly in onto my bed so it was pretty awesome.

I then had work which was cool. I hardly have a bad day at work, its more location than anything else. But Jono, my regional manager was there. We hardly get to see him as we are the furtherest store South.  Did that make sense?  But he is a really cool guy and i respect him heaps. he def does a lot for the complany and i'm pretty sure we would all be lost without him.  Anyway he is here coz we have to do stocktake which i love coz that means extra hours woop!!! Oh and from next week i think it is i will be working 3 weeks straight :S  
I love my job and all but that will be just plain nuts.  pretty sure i will be SUPER exhausted at the end of it.
i just think of the money that will be going towards my trip home and the holiday pay hours that i will be racking up!! It means a sweet pay off at the end of it all :)

Not really a lot to say (although i seemed to have managed a decent amount).

I think i will start leaving quotes at the end of  my blogs, i quite like quotes, they can be fun :)

So here goes my first one:  We are the hero of our own story.
Mary McCarthy 

Doesn't have much to do with my blog but i quite liked it

That's all for now

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Blind with Love/Rage

Boys!!!

Honestly what the hell do we see in them?  For the life of me i cant understand it!
I don't blog often, only when i really need to bitch or moan.

I'm pissed off!!
I've had a shit day!
It was so beautiful outside here in Dunedin and i was stuck the fucking basement of what you call the lower level of the Meridian mall!   People were inside on the first day of proper sun and heat!!
Why?!
why do people shop on a sunday?! why do i work sunday?
i was so close to closing the shop and just going outside to bask in the golden gloriousness! but no i had losers who CHOSE to come inside!! Why?  WHY?!

so that annoyed the hell out of me, i know i couldnt have changed anything about it but still ya know? i was annoyed and continue to be.

And now i have found out that my road tripping buddy to Auckland has just backed out!
It's total shit.
I will be honest and say its my ex. This was going to be my last goodbye (not in a dodgy way), but this was gonna be a cool way to just hang and spend some time together before we move on with our lives and away from each other.  Does it sound stupid?
I gave him plenty of opportunities to back out but he said it would be fine every time and i got a text while i was at work today saying he doesnt think he can afford to come!!
Which is fair but the only thing he would have had to have paid for was half the petrol, food and a flight home!!  One way tickets aren't exactly expensive these days!
But it pissed me off so much
im more dissappointed and sad coz he's not coming but I'm just so irrationally angry about it!  Like so angry i just want to scream at him!  I think its coz it seems like he led me on, and let me believe it was set in concrete (which its not).  I think im more angry at myself for not seeing this coming though.  I know that he has a tendency for doing this kind of thing (just pulling out of things at the last minute), and they were never large things, was something like watching vids or something but its just so frustrating. Coz i was relying on him for something that i really shouldnt have.

What do you think?
No one actually reads this coz i never blog enough, but maybe if someone stumbles across it feels like commenting, please do?

ciao for now