What i wrote the other day is rediculous
I just read over it
My blogs are about crap, meant to be about my life but i obviously dont have one!!
oh well, one day haha
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
It's been a while
Ok so it has actually been 1 whole month since i have blogged
Gosh how rude of me!!
Anyway things have been uneventful for me like usual hence the no blogging.
Today i bought a whole heap of things
Pyjamas were on the list and they are quite funky i reckon
and i bought stationery (i am a little weird when it come to stationery, i love it!!)
I bought a scrapbook to draw muscles in, pencils to draw musles with and these flash metallic colouring pencils pretty much because they are metallic and pretty looking lol.
I have been intending on studying all night, well actually all day and i still have done NOTHING!!!
It really is a huge lack of discipline on my part, this online learning business is really not good for an expert procrastinator like myself!!
See i am even procrastinating right now sitting here writing to my blog!
Its rediculous!!
Another exciting thing is i sent away for my course related costs today. Now this is really not exciting in a normal every day persons life but for me its a highlight! Oh joy
Its exciting coz it means im close to getting a massage table and all the sorts that go with it!!
Yay!!
Jake is going to ask his aunty about whether or not she can get hold of a cheap one for me (in price that is). Hopefully she can coz otherwise those things are pricey!!
Yes i know it seems weird that i am actually going to use it for course related things, coz lets face it, how many people these days actually use it for what its meant to be used for?
Went to go and see Step Up 2 on Saturday but the fucker was sold out so we went to P.S I Love You instead and OMG what a fricken tear jerker!!
I cried about 5 times and i know i wasnt the only one in the theatre that was. But the thing is, It made me sad, like SUPER sad. It sounds stupid, but to me these things actually happen (movie stuff like proper romance and all that jazz), not to me obviously but somewhere out there, this stuff happens and it made me SO sad! I had the hugest, most wanting feeling of NEEDING Jake than i have ever had before about anyone.
And this sounds rediculous but all i wanted to do at the end of it and through it is tell him how much i love him and how much he means to me and i dont know what i would do without him. It was just the most overwhelming feeling i have ever had. I havent seen him since i have seen the movie and i have been horrible to him.
I was SO SO angry that he didnt come over at 10.30 at night to see me when he was already in bed and practically asleep. It was so unrational!!
I dont know what has gotten in to me. I think its coz i still havent seen him and these feelings are just floating around my body like a bad toxin until i see him and just stand there in his arms not wanting to let go.
This is weird to me, I mean i like hugs and i like to let people know how i feel about them but this is just so intense.
I feel like im nuts.
But anyway, i think i may go to sleep and study tomorrow when i finally have a desk!
I'm scoring one free from my flatmate, Its at his dads house and hes letting me have it
Woop Woop
Well tell me your thoughts on how crazy you think i am haha
Later yo
Gosh how rude of me!!
Anyway things have been uneventful for me like usual hence the no blogging.
Today i bought a whole heap of things
Pyjamas were on the list and they are quite funky i reckon
and i bought stationery (i am a little weird when it come to stationery, i love it!!)
I bought a scrapbook to draw muscles in, pencils to draw musles with and these flash metallic colouring pencils pretty much because they are metallic and pretty looking lol.
I have been intending on studying all night, well actually all day and i still have done NOTHING!!!
It really is a huge lack of discipline on my part, this online learning business is really not good for an expert procrastinator like myself!!
See i am even procrastinating right now sitting here writing to my blog!
Its rediculous!!
Another exciting thing is i sent away for my course related costs today. Now this is really not exciting in a normal every day persons life but for me its a highlight! Oh joy
Its exciting coz it means im close to getting a massage table and all the sorts that go with it!!
Yay!!
Jake is going to ask his aunty about whether or not she can get hold of a cheap one for me (in price that is). Hopefully she can coz otherwise those things are pricey!!
Yes i know it seems weird that i am actually going to use it for course related things, coz lets face it, how many people these days actually use it for what its meant to be used for?
Went to go and see Step Up 2 on Saturday but the fucker was sold out so we went to P.S I Love You instead and OMG what a fricken tear jerker!!
I cried about 5 times and i know i wasnt the only one in the theatre that was. But the thing is, It made me sad, like SUPER sad. It sounds stupid, but to me these things actually happen (movie stuff like proper romance and all that jazz), not to me obviously but somewhere out there, this stuff happens and it made me SO sad! I had the hugest, most wanting feeling of NEEDING Jake than i have ever had before about anyone.
And this sounds rediculous but all i wanted to do at the end of it and through it is tell him how much i love him and how much he means to me and i dont know what i would do without him. It was just the most overwhelming feeling i have ever had. I havent seen him since i have seen the movie and i have been horrible to him.
I was SO SO angry that he didnt come over at 10.30 at night to see me when he was already in bed and practically asleep. It was so unrational!!
I dont know what has gotten in to me. I think its coz i still havent seen him and these feelings are just floating around my body like a bad toxin until i see him and just stand there in his arms not wanting to let go.
This is weird to me, I mean i like hugs and i like to let people know how i feel about them but this is just so intense.
I feel like im nuts.
But anyway, i think i may go to sleep and study tomorrow when i finally have a desk!
I'm scoring one free from my flatmate, Its at his dads house and hes letting me have it
Woop Woop
Well tell me your thoughts on how crazy you think i am haha
Later yo
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