A wonderful day!

Today was awesome. A couple of people from work and my bestie went to Takapuna Beach today for the Coca-Cola Summer Break thing and it was great.

There was heaps to do there. They were giving things away and although i didnt partake in most of the activities just being there was awesome.

It was mint weather, and there was music and heaps of people. We took a little bit of food and it was so sweet.

I got a bit burnt in random places lol but im fine with that. I didnt fry and i dont have sunstroke haha. Best part is that i am going back tomorrow to do it all over again!

I am taking my cousin Serena and i may take the dog. I just dont want her to get too hot and get sick. I'm sure she would be fine and love it but i just dont want to have to look after the dog is all. And she poops heaps haha.

Well always when she is with me and thats just not cricket!

Anyway bloggosphere, I am going to love you and leave you for some beauty sleep.

Ciao x

Where to begin...

Sooooooo this has taken a little while to happen! I really am the most slack person at keeping things up.

I have been in Auckland for forever and no longer work at the awesome world of Marbecks (www.marbecks.co.nz) if you haven't checked that bad boy out. I now work for the infamous Coca-Cola in the call centre. You could say that all my job prior to this one have been better for me.

As you should know i am a talker, but sitting down to talk for 8 hours on a phone does not sit well with me at all.

The one thing i will say that i love about my job is my team. I am so privileged to always get a wicked bunch of people to work with. If it weren't for them, i really think i would have quit a long time ago. I have been there for 8 months now and it seems like the hardest 8 months i have had to deal with (mainly emotionally).

So yes thats about where i am now. Looking at potentially moving on either from there to elsewhere to Australia which is a whole new ball game all together (obv).

Jake is looooooong gone! There was a boy on the scene by the name of Gary and he is now out of the picture too. Most would say for the better, but its still hard for me at times.

But this year i am aiming to be positive. I am starting my positivity log again. Its where you write down 3 good things that happened that day i.e i went to work (you may think how on earth is that a good thing but you see the whole point to this is the POSITIVE thinking. So it was good because you have a job and you can earn money). You could even use - I made dinner. It really is about the small things and it so helps.

I did it when i was in Dunedin and in a shit house way and it picked me up like you wouldn't believe. So i am HOPING LIKE HECK that it makes me look at my job in a way that makes me happy about it.

What else is there? I had a pretty rad new years with one of the girls from work. She is my bestie there. We stayed in a hotel room and went to town. Once home we saw a sweet infomercial about the AahhhBra. Yep thats right, the AahhBra. Its some weird stretchy sports bra thing that has no underwire and you can stretch it and it never loses shape but it looks like one of those granny bras that come up to your chin haha. They are trying to sell it as a fashion item. I dont even think my mum would buy one and thats saying something. (No offense mum, i love you to bits but the gimmicky things you get sometimes are beyond me! xx) Oh don't forget they come in an amazing range of colours too! That's me sold haha.

So i feel like i have babbled on about nothing for long enough. But then there is so much more pointless stuff to say. Is there a point? Does anyone actually read this? Apart from you lovely ladies MizzFunny and Miss Awesome?

Oh maybe Bastard 2 might even have a look see over this. Who knows? Yes, you know who you are...

So my bestie is moving to Australia and her non boyfriend will be going at some stage too so i am feeling like i will be a norman no friends (yaaaay) and i will become a nobody who does nothing all the time haha. Pleeeeeeeeeease don't let me become that person.

I like people!

Ok enough for now. I need to go and positively log my day and then get some beauty sleep.

Ciao x

A pretty good day

Today was pretty cool actually. Nothing particularly exciting went down but it was just a good day.

I had a great big sleep in and when i woke up the sun was shining!!! Yay go the sun!

So i opened my curtains jumped straight out of bed, turned on some music, put a load of washing on, had a shower and got dressed. Then i even hung my washing out!! Its the first time in this part of the year that we have had decent weather to hang washing out!  It was great!

Oh and it was amazingly warm too.  So once all that was done, i hung out in my room with my window wide open, on the bed with a good book. The sun shines directly in onto my bed so it was pretty awesome.

I then had work which was cool. I hardly have a bad day at work, its more location than anything else. But Jono, my regional manager was there. We hardly get to see him as we are the furtherest store South.  Did that make sense?  But he is a really cool guy and i respect him heaps. he def does a lot for the complany and i'm pretty sure we would all be lost without him.  Anyway he is here coz we have to do stocktake which i love coz that means extra hours woop!!! Oh and from next week i think it is i will be working 3 weeks straight :S  

I love my job and all but that will be just plain nuts.  pretty sure i will be SUPER exhausted at the end of it.

i just think of the money that will be going towards my trip home and the holiday pay hours that i will be racking up!! It means a sweet pay off at the end of it all :)

Not really a lot to say (although i seemed to have managed a decent amount).

I think i will start leaving quotes at the end of  my blogs, i quite like quotes, they can be fun :)

So here goes my first one:  We are the hero of our own story.

Mary McCarthy 

Doesn't have much to do with my blog but i quite liked it

That's all for now

Blind with Love/Rage

Boys!!!

Honestly what the hell do we see in them?  For the life of me i cant understand it!

I don't blog often, only when i really need to bitch or moan.

I'm pissed off!!

I've had a shit day!

It was so beautiful outside here in Dunedin and i was stuck the fucking basement of what you call the lower level of the Meridian mall!   People were inside on the first day of proper sun and heat!!

Why?!

why do people shop on a sunday?! why do i work sunday?

i was so close to closing the shop and just going outside to bask in the golden gloriousness! but no i had losers who CHOSE to come inside!! Why?  WHY?!

so that annoyed the hell out of me, i know i couldnt have changed anything about it but still ya know? i was annoyed and continue to be.

And now i have found out that my road tripping buddy to Auckland has just backed out!

It's total shit.

I will be honest and say its my ex. This was going to be my last goodbye (not in a dodgy way), but this was gonna be a cool way to just hang and spend some time together before we move on with our lives and away from each other.  Does it sound stupid?

I gave him plenty of opportunities to back out but he said it would be fine every time and i got a text while i was at work today saying he doesnt think he can afford to come!!

Which is fair but the only thing he would have had to have paid for was half the petrol, food and a flight home!!  One way tickets aren't exactly expensive these days!

But it pissed me off so much

im more dissappointed and sad coz he's not coming but I'm just so irrationally angry about it!  Like so angry i just want to scream at him!  I think its coz it seems like he led me on, and let me believe it was set in concrete (which its not).  I think im more angry at myself for not seeing this coming though.  I know that he has a tendency for doing this kind of thing (just pulling out of things at the last minute), and they were never large things, was something like watching vids or something but its just so frustrating. Coz i was relying on him for something that i really shouldnt have.

What do you think?

No one actually reads this coz i never blog enough, but maybe if someone stumbles across it feels like commenting, please do?

ciao for now

Man am I slack or what?!

Hello all of my non readers :)

Hope all is well in the land of where you are.

I really should write to this thing more as i really do think no one even knows it exists lol.
I should just let EVERYTHING out, but I won't.

So what has happened in my land?
I am a single gal now, leading a rather boring life...
I am moving back to Auckland!!! Yay
I'm quite excited about that one actually! I want to get one of those flash apartments in the city hahaha. Not quite sure how succesful that bid will be but who knows?!
I am not going until the end of October i think. Round about then anyway
Too many parties and things are being planned for October for me to leave any sooner lol.
Why am i moving back to Auckland you ask? Good question!! Well to be honest the only thing that was keeping me down here was Jake and now that that is over there is kind of no need for me to suffer in the cold with no money!! You see my logic?
I know, i know, i shouldn't have let him keep me here but honestly how often do we get held back by the ones we love? More often that we would like to admit thats for sure!! So now i have no one and the world is my oyster!!
I was planning on going to FLorida for a working holiday but it was a really rash decision and plus i need to get my finances sorted better than what they are now and maybe do some saving etc etc. But all in all i am looking forward to going home.
I'm looking forward to the Drive home actually. I asked Jake to come on the road trip with me and he said yes so that should be cool. I know its a bit late but he can finally meet all the really important people in my life. I'm not looking forward to the goodbye part. That is going to be UBER UBER hard. Pretty much like breaking up all over again i would say and that wasn't pretty the first time around lol.

Anyway this was just meant to be a quick post, kinda turned into more than that lol.
Meh

Hope all is well :D

xo

Cold!!

So its fucking cold down here
today we had a huge high of 5!!
was a beautiful day but it was rather chilly

i dont really have much to say other than i have no money and i need to either find a second job (which is more preferable to me) or find a whole new job altogether
and thats not cool coz my job is awesome and i love it and its not every day you find a beauty that makes you happy
its just my hours suck
well its more my lack of hours which is lack of money!!
and i love money
i will admit it, i think everyone does though

what i would love to do though, is to have more money but live within my means. you know what i mean?
You know how the more money you have, the more luxuriously you live, well i would like to live a little more luxuriously but not so i dont have any money to spare or nothing save at the end of the week.

also i wish bills could come at different times of the month!!
why does the phone and power bill come at the same time?!
why not have it so they come about 2 weeks apart so you are always kind of balanced out instead of having money one week and then none the next week?
i suppose i could always save some for the next week but seriously...what kind of world do you think i live in?

i really have a whole lot to say but nothing worth reading about

Thanks for reading and sorry for wasting your time :P

hope you enjoyed my rant

Ouch!

Pain is not my friend

Who ever said no pain no gain is full of shit!!
I have pain and im not gaining anything except maybe fat from a lack of sleep!
Does it work that way?
Well i dont care thats how i feel!!

I have a massive pain in my right shoulder and all the way down the right side of my back!
Lying down seems to aggravate it and i cant sleep on my right side coz it hurts too much and then if i do then i wake up in the middle of the night and have to wait about 5 minutes before i can move!!
WTF!!

but yes
that is my rant and im not happy.

It's my 21st soon too and no one that means a heck of a lot is going to be there it seems.
Well one person, maybe.

There wont be any speeches coz no one down here knows me well enough to give one and there wont be any cool 21st presents coz once again no one knows me and most will be students!

It will be a good but sad night in my books.
Nevermind

Need to get my woe is me over and done with

Ciao